Imagine your heart racing like a marathon runner — at around 150 beats per minute, 24 hours a day, five days in a row. It’s a concept that’s difficult for me to wrap my head around, especially since I exercise as hard as I do. Yet, my dad’s heart was racing like this six years ago as he was lying in a hospital bed in Dayton, Ohio.
I received a phone call from my stepmom at the start of spring break. My Dad, who had been diagnosed with pulmonary fibrosis and was just promised a lung transplant from the Cleveland Clinic, had some flu complications and was in the hospital. After a few days of labored breathing and failed interventions, the doctors put him on a ventilator.
My mom and stepdad had just arrived in Vancouver from Illinois to spend the break with me. We were settling into a week filled with dinners at my favorite restaurants, hikes around the Columbia and giving my parents glimpses into my Northwest world. But, upon hearing the news, we changed plans. My mom and stepdad offered to make the long drive back to the Midwest with me (basically the same route they traveled just a few days before), and we set off. I received cell phone updates about my dad along the way.
On the third day, the hospital doors finally swooshed open in Ohio and we met my stepmom in the bright hallway. She smiled a faint smile — but then immediately started sobbing. She told us Dad was not improving.