Do you have any directing projects coming up?
I don’t. I’m happy just being open to something coming along that I love and I feel passionate about and I never know where that is going to take me. There’s part of me that’s really scared because I’m kind of a good student and like, what college do I go to next? But I think it’s really good for me. It’s really good for me to be humble and say like maybe I’m going to act on an iPhone. Why do I have to keep proving to everybody over and over again something that I did 25 years ago?
I believe that “The Beaver,” for example, which I believe is my best movie and I know it’s not for everybody, but I do think people will look back on that movie and will finally say “Oh I see, it’s better than …” There was a lot of baggage that got hoisted onto the film. I feel like the film was really trying to say something important.
The truth about directing is I don’t really care, because, I got to make a movie that I love. And that is such a pleasure in itself that that really is the greatest reward. So I don’t really take a lot of offense about how it is received. I’ve learned to shrug my shoulders and go “I’m sorry you didn’t like it” but I did my best. With acting it’s harder to do that because you’re not in charge.
Have you ever been approached to direct a big tent pole?
Yes. And I’ve said no, and not because I’m so great. It’s because I just had a different idea of what I wanted my career to be as a director. It’s not because I’m too good for it. I just had a path I wanted to follow with my signature. And I’m not as interested in the abstract goal of being successful. It’s not popular to say, so I’m careful, because sometimes things get taken out of context, but you know, yes women have not had the same opportunities as men in terms of directing big franchise movies. But when a woman finally is able to direct a movie and become a director, after all the struggles you have to go through, when they’re finally able to have a career, it’s sometimes hard for them to go, “OK, I’ll just sell out.” You’re like, “No, wait I’ve struggled my whole life to get here. And I want to have a signature. I don’t want to just sell out immediately.” I think sometimes it’s easier with guys. It’s almost easier for them to rationalize, because they’re always going to get another job and they’re always going to have another career.